I met my friend Shelly at the mall earlier. We have known each other since we were 5. First day of K. Almost 20 years. I think its crazy that we still talk and In September when she has her wedding I am going to be in it. We rarely hang out and don't hardly talk but when we do its like we just pick up where we left off. Its a different kind of friendship and it is a real one. She's a sweet girl and i am so happy for her :). 

 

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The weather here is soo crazy. Yesterday i was wearing shorts and it was 70 outside and today it is in the 30's and snowing! Ugh. I can't stand it!

I'm really tired tonight. Don't know why. Guess it might have something to do with not sleeping good lately. Maybe i will sleep better tonight.

I am looking forward to some photo shoots in the next couple months. I am just trying to get my name out there a little bit.. i don't know if i would ever want to be a professional though... even if I was amazing, which I'm not. It is just too much work. I don't know.. i might change my mind.

My neices

I love these 4 girls more than i could ever express.

 Desiree-

Ivy-

Kaya

Zoey

Family

It has taken a long time to get this picture taken. But it made Kerry [Father in law] happy.. so we got it done.

If only

If only I could say exactly how I feel to people. I will randomly write 15 thing I'd say to 15 people if i could.

1. I think you are a selfish, lazy, Hypocritical person who thinks about no one but themselves. You aren't near as sick as you act and you make me want to throw up in my mouth every time I see you.


2. I wish that things had of been different in my past so that we could actually be good friends. I think we would get along great if it wasn't for the past.


3. You are my best friend and I do not know what i would do without you. I wish i could see you more.


4.  I wish you told me how you feel more often. It melts my heart.


5. You make me smile.


6. I think you are a two faced liar who thinks about no one but themselves. I feel sorry for your kids.


7. I don't like walking on egg shells and so i avoid you and everything to do with you because of it.


8. I wish you'd grow up and stop being such a witch.


9. There is no one in the world like you. You are very unique and i mean that in a good way.


10. I hate that i hurt you. I hate that you are hurting. I wish i could make it better for you.. but that isn't my position to take.


11. You will always be like a brother to me and I wish you lived closer so we could hang out. I really really miss you.


12. Your first love will never go away. You will always care about that person in one way, shape, or form.


13. You are like my second parents and you have always been there for me when i needed someone.


14. I love you both to death but i wish you'd wake up and see the horrible things that are going on around you and quit babying people. It does no good. Some people will NEVER change.


15. You broke my heart but i forgive you. I really do miss you.


If you read this, try to figure out who they are meant for.. if you know me. <3

just another sunday post

I am having major camera withdrawls. 

My husband had to go to Oklahoma City for a week for pole climbing school and my camera got left in the laptop/camera bag that we have. I was highly disappointed and upset when i realized that i would be without my camera until Wednesday when we are going over there to see him. It is 3 hours from here so i can't just jump in the car and drive over there to get my camera.. 

I will live. I will live. I will live. I keep telling myself.

I am sure going to miss him. 

I am hoping that this week will fly by. On Friday my niece Ivy is going to come and stay for a week with my mom. In the past 3 1/2 years i haven't gotten to spend too terribly much time with her. The live in Oklahoma city [where my husband is for the week doing his pole climbing school] and i don't get to see her alot. Her sister, Desiree, is 18 months old and i am hoping while they are in town I can take her 18 month pictures.

My girls are getting so big. It makes me sad. I don't like it.

I could do without the fits and talking back though... oh and the stomping of the feet like MacKenzie has started doing when she is upset or doesn't get her way. It is kind of annoying.

I have lots to do but don't feel like doing any of it. I better though or it will never ever ever get done.